(Source: diankovna)
welcome to the well known...: I Cant Fucking Believe This
I just need to say it. I don’t give a fuck if this is needy or clingy or psycho. I don’t give a fuck about what anyone else thinks. I want you to prove my insecurities wrong because…I love you. I love you so much it aches. I love you in a way that I doubt most people can understand, unless they…
Couldn’t have said it better myself… Fuck I love you Adrian <3
I simply want these next 24 hours to hurry up and pass so I can cuddle up to him! =)
Mood is all over the shop today… Im feeling much better than i was like an hour and a half ago… Fucking hormones, y u make me feel like doing stupid things?! Keen to go home and kill some skags on Borderlands!
Whats the point?
I can’t seem to make myself care about anything today. Everything is so flat, i don’t see the point of even being here anymore. Im not living, im existing. The only time recently that i feel has a point and is worth living for is when im with AJ, and i think about my future with him. This world is such a shithole, i could con myself into thinking i can make a difference but there really is no point in believing in my own bullshit. I feel like i used to back in school… This is so wrong. I should be happy, i should be proud of myself for what ive acheived, but im just… Not. How do i go back to when i could feel relieved, to when i could feel… Alive?
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The Gratitude Journals - Day 5
3 things I am grateful for today:
1. My mum, for bringing me back to earth when i’m having a rough time.
2. As Am I tracks are finally up for download.
3. That this time tomorrow, I will have no more essays!
Rating of mood: 50. Bad day…
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The gratitude journal - day 4
3 things i am grateful for today:
- Thermoses (or is it thermi?!)
- Adventureland (great movie)
- Hopefully big commission next week after todays sales.
Rating of mood: 60
Gratitude Journal - Day 3
3 things I am grateful for today:
- My gorgeous Aj, for taking care of me when im sick!
- That it was slightly warmer today… So sick of this cold!
- The Indiana Jones movies!
Rating of mood: 65
This is my inner workings, all my useless clutter, sprawling out across these pages, for all to see. If you judge easily, then this is not the place for you. For those that know me, its probably much of the same that you are familiar with... If not... welcome to my head.
